The summer vacation, which helps me a lot, will be end. After working hard on kinds of different parts, we still have to back to the school and get used to another life. It is hard to deny that these months had been the worst time in my lifetime. Even I have not imagined what would happen like this before. This summer vacation, I spent a lot of time on learning and finding the reason that makes these things happened. On the other hand, I try hard to recovery my life just like before, such as confidence, discipline and foresight. All of them make me have the good performance in my life, but they disappeared in these months. Fortunately, I have found out what I want to know and I also find the confidence in my life.
The time before it happened
It was about May, the end of mid-term exam. I had a lot of free time; due to many activities had been finished at the same time. The end of music ceremony, the party of CKTFG, and the Wind-City Cup made me is at the loss. It was difficult for me to get used to the life at the time. On the other hand, I have accomplished many goals that I had set when I was a senior student. As a result, I did not know what should I do every day. I think it is the first reason.
Worse and worse
Then I still could not find out the focus in my life, and what was the worst was that I messed up some important interpersonal relationship. There had been lots of conflicts between these friends and me. In the past, I had not cared about the conflicts. However, this time these conflicts made the awful result. When the time I want to solve the problems, these awful results had already hindered our relationship. It was frustrations when working hard on something but they still get worse and worse. It is the second reason.
To evade and to face
It is the bad habits to enlarge the sadness. Nonetheless, I do that again and again when the June which was the end of the semester. I had not shared these sadness with others even my roommates before it had been irremediable. I usually thought that some would betray me and attack me. As a result, it was hard for me to find somebody to face the problems together. I could not do anything, even though something I had been familiar with.
Change in summer vacation
All of us had to go back home in summer vacation. As a result, we would have the different life, or different challenge which I love in my life. I set the new goals and planed a lot of activities which are different from these in last semester. Due to the injury, I could not practice the piano and basketball on the beginning of the summer vacation. However, I went to the mountain climbing camp which I had to live on the mountain for about a week. It took me depart from normal and boring life, helped me a lot. And then the next week, I went to the Green Island with my classmates of senior high school. The life in Green Island is different from Taipei or Hsinchu also. You can see the sea and mountain every day. It is hard to have the bad mood in this kind of environments. After these activities, I still plan a lot of trip or just go out with my friends in Taipei.
Practice and practice
In August, I nearly had restored and I started to make a series of training plan. Piano, guitar, drum, basketball, football and so on. Practicing playing piano took me over hours and so did practicing playing guitar. As a result, I didn’t have time to waste. On the other hand, I still had to prepare the performance of digital music creation club on the beginning of next semester. Composing the music and writing the lyrics also spent a lot of time. I like this kind of life. There were many challenges and you always don’t know what would happen next.
New semester
Working hard in summer vacation make me has good performances on September. I take over the president of digital music creation club and have lots of new works and new challenge. I have to learn many things when I serve as the position. I believe I still love the uncertain life and just work hard in this semester.
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